Guess I’ve been having too much fun to blog

…can it be true that a whole year has gone by since I posted?!  Oh my.  This summer, spent a lot of time with a 6 yr old who is pretty fantastic.  We have a mutual admiration society going on.  And her single dad isn’t too bad either.   Played a lot -kayaked, played frisbee, played ping pong; went to concerts, made a lot of dinners, gardened, exercised, lost weight, got rid of a lot of too-big clothes, got a tattoo of a fake nipple on the reconstructed boob, worked hard during the week, slept in on weekends, and spent some quality time with family and dear friends.  All in all a pretty darn good year, despite various crises.  Fun breaks are where it’s at.

update – reconstruction rocks :)

Quick update – still here, had reconstruction and am SO happy I did it.  I just hadn’t realized how much it fundamentally distressed me to look down and see a prosthesis and not cleavage.  So now I have cleavage.   And a flatter tummy, thanks to the tummy tuck.  Also, 30 inches or so of scars, but it’s all dealable.  Funny the deals we’re willing to make to feel whole.  Which is the most important part.  I’m exercising more than I have in years, and feel great.

arimidex meltdown

Took 5 arimidex pills over 2 weeks.  (Was working up to the normal 1/day).  Walloped by the joint pain.  A shocking amount of discomfort for such little pills.  Plan is to switch to aromasin.  Here’s hoping that works, because it’s my last aromatase inhibitor to try.  Fingers crossed.

catkins

All of a sudden there are catkins on the trees here. And little green shoots. And a little bit more light each day. Almost 3 yrs out from diagnosis, and life is pretty darn good. I am so grateful. So far, so good. Oh, and bone scan on the last day of 09? All clear! Pretty darn happy here.

progress

The weight loss ticker at the right is malfunctioning, but I just had to share: I just weighed in at night at the same morning weight I had last week. And my night weight is 2 – 3 lbs heavier than my morning weight, which means that the 2 lb weight loss from last week is sticking. My goal was only 1 – 1.5 lbs per week, but it seems to be going faster than that. I’ll take it!

My daily plate

Am really thankful for the LiveStrong Foundation’s “My Daily Plate” nutrient counter: today I had 1530 calories, and 51 grams of fat. And that was a day with what I felt like was a lot of food. Was bummed that there was dairy in my chicken tandoori. And who knew that the salt content of prawns was sky high? Overall, digestion felt pretty good though. Onwards.

uphill

It’s time to lose the 25+ lbs that packed on during radiation. Hence the weight loss ticker on the right. First step: accurate scale (done). Second step: athletic shoes.

a love letter to my liver (or, fatty liver after breast cancer treatment)

Oh liver, why so gray? The other organs bounce bright white light around the C/T screen, but you, you sit there with fat throughout, listless. 

bart saga part 4

So apparently the note in the file re: family history of ovarian cancer was “either uterine or ovarian cancer”  which is why it wasn’t reported

the brca BART saga, continued

So, I contacted Myriad to actually get the criteria for the BART, and this time was told that I would need two relatives with breast cancer under age 50 or ovarian cancer at any age.  My response: Check!  Got those.