Cancer rearranges life. The people who go through chemo with us are not necessarily the people who are with us afterwards. There’s a tendency with any big change in someone’s life to want them to go back to who they always were, but those big experiences – they change us. And our friends don’t always change with us. It’s sad but true. I’ve been pretty quiet about what I’ve gone through with a certain friend. It was harsh, it sucked and I’m….moving on. Here’s the song I sing trying to get over it all: “For Today” the Avett Brothers covering a Jessie Lea Mayfield tune. Can’t decide which version I like better.
“Cause there’s nothing left to say
And I can
And I am getting closer
To finding out just who I am
Without you in the way”