Looks like I have to go for a liver biopsy. Ouch.
On the upside, after being on the waitlist for 2.5 years, I finally got a community garden plot! Went out yesterday and dug in the earth and was just outside for hours and hours and it was supremely comforting. The plot I inherited is a weedy mess, but there appear to be a lot of flowering plants. And lavender, yum. It smells amazing. Gardening seems to be the only thing my mind really wants to think about. The rest, I seem to be supremely uninterested. Coping mechanism I guess.