Well, I have my first follow-up mammogram today, and my mom is having surgery tomorrow, and I think I may go for a long walk as soon as it gets light. Filled with anxious, “go” energy. Thinking about a pedicure as well. Any other suggestions? The house is already pretty clean.
I’m a little afraid I’m going to cry through the whole mammogram deal, as last time I was there they did three biopsies on the breast that’s going to get the check-up, and those biopsies hurt. Body trauma and all that. I may just go for the sedatives actually. And plan a really nice lunch break. And there is always the focusing, calming power of soduko, which is quite the anixety-management tool in itself – I wonder if the creators realize how useful it’s been for hospital procedures?
Off to deep breathe.