Many thanks to PdxLeeAnne from the breastcancer.org discussion boards for the video to the Crowning Glory hair-raising drive for Burning Man 2007. My naturopath had mentioned this on Friday, asking me to donate locks of my hair. Heck, donate?! Of course, but now I want to go! If you go to Burning Man, please take video for me.
The main message: “Remember, you are not your hair.” Yep, I get that, having spent the last week bald. And bold. And you know what else? Feeling really confident and beautiful. Somehow I suspect that my hair before didn’t do me justice. I can’t pin it down exactly because I loved my hair, but somehow this is better; at least for now, it feels really, really good.
And the message at the end:
and then regenerate.
Wow. Those last two lines are the essence of the experience – first to literally destroy the cancer cells with the immolating power of chemo, to throw myself into that fire, and then to regrow the good cells destroyed along with it, to re-form or “create anew” my quality of life and my survival itself. What a great vision, to regenerate. I think I like the last definition (see link above) the most: “Restored to a better state; refreshed or renewed.”
BTW, I found a mandala painter to henna my head when it stops hurting. Check out the designs at the end of the video, the bejeweled head… 🙂 Might as well, right?